selawat syifaaa

selawat syifa <3 <3 <3 

Kecewa:)

ehem2 ! yepp . just now , hati aku sangat berkecai :) *ala rilex la wei , bukan die buat ape pun , small matter je tu* ye small matter bg org yg kuat but such a big matter for a weak girl like me . got it? hmm dah la wei malas nak fikir -.- ehh macam hape je , baru harini nak online , dah kene tengok bende yang tak sedap . so better aku pergi buat revision sejarah . dah lah esok ada quizzes mampos tak dpt jawab lantak lah . memang aku suka skip skip kerja nie -.- tu lah lepastu bila exam hancur mula blame org lain . apa tah aku nie kan . hehe . oke bye.

friendship of ours :)

first of foremost , happy birthday to this young girl above . yepp thats my bestfriend and we've been friends almost 11 years , such a long time . and she is a special friend amongst the others . first , thanks for created a heart-warming friendship eventho i might hurt you . and sorry for everything . ingat tak , time form 1 , ive cheated on u , and i wont admit it . and a few weeks later , u moved to mrsm kk and i feel totally lost without u . ive no more a gila-gila tablemate like u lah syg . memang on that time i regretted myself for being such a selfish person ,but its too late .

let bygone be bygone . and since that , i learnt something that so valuable . appreciate the people around u as they're still want to be your friends . kan best kalau kau sama-sama kat batu kikir nie dengan aku ;( tanyway , as the time being , uve to be a matured girl , ngee ~ form 3 kan ? so act as a real senior . muahaha ;p

good luck for ur PMR . i know u can do it lahhhh :)) lastly , i miss our past memories . best kan ??! hmm . once again , happy birthday <3 me lavh you :((

my baby buat masalah(:

haiyaaa very brilliantttt , tepuk sikit -.- okay actually tadi sambil masak tu nak lah online kejap guna phone then tiba-tiba tengok display macam problem . pastu tibe-2 terpadam . so biar jelah . then tak lama tu try balik yelah kan sebab never got an experience like this . and still tak elok . restart balik but sungguh dissapointed , handphone dah tak boleh on langsung . padanmuka kauuu intannn ngee ~

so any suggestion ?! what should i do haa ? repair or terus beli new phone ? huhu . new phone ?! phone ape je yang dapat ? nyett nyutttt ! gerammmm >.< so officially dah tak pakai handphone . nak buat mcm mana lagi kan :/ tengok laa kalau aku rajin nak pergi beli phone baru ke apa ke k ? hurmmm thats all bye. salam.

Calon PMR 2012 (:

Salam . kini dah bergelar calon PMR 2012 . ngahaha so kesah ape ? MOOD AKU SANGAT TAK BAIK dan tolonglaaaa jgn buat kacau . siang malam kawan dengan air mata cool habis ! butuhhh kau cool -.- okay lahhh bye .

crying in the rainnn ;(

Last night i was staying up till 2 A.M. doing some ''task'' and then listen to this song that meant so much to me . kiss the rain by hienie dao . hmm *touching* its okay lahh wey .bagi aku nangis puas-puas sebelum 2012 bermula , ecehh . hee ;p nak lepaskan segala benda yang tak patut diingat (:

                                                                   Kiss the Rain - Hienie 

VRS 1

I often close my eyes

And I can see you smile

You reach out for my hand

And I'm woken from my dream

Although your heart is mine

Its hollow inside

I never had your love

And I never will

CHORUS

And every night

I lie awake

Thinking maybe you love me

Like I've always loved you

But how can you love me

Like I loved you when

You can't even look me straight in my eyes

VRS 2/3

I've never felt this way

To be so in love

To have someone there

Yet feel so alone

Aren't you supposed to be

The one to wipe my tears

The on to say that you would never leave

The waters calm and still

My reflection is there

I see you holding me

But then you disappear

All that is left of you

Is a memory

On that only, exists in my dreams

CHORUS

VRS 4

I don't know what hurts you

But I can feel it too

And it just hurts so much

To know that I can't do a thing

And deep down in my heart

Somehow I just know

That no matter what

I'll always love you

VRS 1

So why am I still here in the rain.

upcoming 3 Harmoni-.-

Assalamualaikum . Warghhh sumpah cuak beb . Dah dengar banyak desas-desus pasal kelas rancangan khas ting3 next year . good news ? nope lah . ofc bad ! program apa tah yang kena stay kat sekolah tu kan , then tuition class by the selected teachers every week , hellllll ;( yang lain lain tak tau lah .

koranggg , fed up lahh cmnie ! this year tak de pun programs mcm tu . unfair . hee . aku dengar pun macam , WHAT ? i dont mind but at least takkan cuti aku pun nak kene sembelihh . aihhh nasib badan ;)

by the way , tahun depan ada certain cikgu yang ajar kelas aku tak best HAHA . dah la wey jangan nak complain je lebih . bersyukur laaa . and before aku simpan laptop nie , nak delete blog nie(: but bila rasa bosan , undelete lah balik , susah apa kan .

so kalau sesiapa baca blog aku ke apa ke and then macam terasa aku perli dia , sorry ;) well aku pun bukan ditugaskan utk always jaga hati org kan ? kau ada jaga hati aku ? kau ada kisah aku muak ke tak ? takkan . so just shut ur mouth up . malas malas . okay bye.

last words , last post and everything last for u(:

eventho our conversation seemed like cibai but atleast hint you pun cukup bagus , because i know i'd let u speechless . and i promise that it would be the last conversation of ours (: and i thought ive missed something ; its not easy to clinch something that u want and someone that u love but its normal to let the hope between you and him/her fade away by the time. please let me to be an invisible woman in your world full of mess . and ,  im not hope anything from you because i know i could have a better one than u:D INSYAALLAH .

after u gave me a hope then u broke it , nvm . takpe(: as i said , im not losing anything without you , but u lose someone that really care of u . sorry m really not in mood . thank u for everything and tq for always been there when im in need , when im crying , when im alone , and ure there to eliminate those thingy .

please , i just need something from u . pray for me (: salam ~

ayat kau macam lancau la ! nie yang buat aku nak carik gaduh nie ! cm haram jadah je kau ! eiiiiiii cibai je ! BYE !

aman:D

OMG aman gilaaa hidup nie :) pls dont bother me ok ? nak cuti puaspuasss so jgn bg citer merepek or buat aku naik angin . lempang sat ! and btw im not in mood now -.- sebab less than 3days laptop out , then nak kene settle kan homework , barang sekolah satu hapak tak beli(: okay bye .